| So, don't you hate when you had the chance to do something, then you don't, and you wish you would have done that thing that you could have done? Yea, me too.
My brother is going off to college next year. And me and him? We were never really that close. I mean, we talk, but he never pretended to beat me up, or play around with me. And now, that He's going to be leaving soon, I realize that his life is going to start soon, and we're never going to have that chance of having that special bond. And that kind of scares me. I don't like it.
And lately, I haven't been myself. People have been telling me, and I can sense it in myself. I don't like that either. Things are so unusual right now, and I don't even know where that feeling came from in the first place. I've been abnormally clingy towards my mom lately, too. I all of a sudden got a feeling that I'm going to lose her soon. But I know that I'm not going to.
Bottom line, everything feels pretty out of place. |
